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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
I'M FAT
Leet says (7:23 PM): my mum said something
Denise says (7:24 PM): apa 0.0
Leet says (7:26 PM): lol she say EH DENISE FAT EDI LOL
i'm fat i'm fat i'm fatttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T
emonesss~
i blame it on the countless javachips, and chocolates and gummies i had while studying for
stupid SPM
T.T
the source of my misery!
oh well diet starts after spm?
haha
hope i don't grow into a fish ball before SPM ends >.<
Denise says (7:24 PM): apa 0.0
Leet says (7:26 PM): lol she say EH DENISE FAT EDI LOL
i'm fat i'm fat i'm fatttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T
emonesss~
i blame it on the countless javachips, and chocolates and gummies i had while studying for
stupid SPM
T.T
the source of my misery!
oh well diet starts after spm?
haha
hope i don't grow into a fish ball before SPM ends >.<
am super envious of you people who are on holiday now!
but
after exactly 27 days,
you will wish you were us!
then we shall have the last laugh
MAUAHAHAHAHAAHAH
HAHHAHHAH
HAHHAH
HAH.....
*laugh dies down awkwardly*
well,
at the rate i'm going,
after SPM
when i have my last laugh,
my bouncy double chin would shake along with me like a mini earthquake on my face ><
*laugh dies down awkwardly*
well,
at the rate i'm going,
after SPM
when i have my last laugh,
my bouncy double chin would shake along with me like a mini earthquake on my face ><
when i jump for joy, (assuming that i can still jump)
i'll get stuck on our tapak perhimpunan because i'd be soo fatly heavy the concrete would crack under my weight
i might as well take a part time job as a bloody trampoline so that little kids can bounce around on my fat fat fat jiggly tummy
and after that get fired cause one of those little brat gets stuck in my fat cheese cottagey buttcrack and was unable to find his little way out cause my ass would be so FRIGGIN HUGE
i'll probably be banned from any beaches because
1. my drooping FLABS buldging out of a bikini would make everybody throw up in the sea and thus causing some world wide water pollution
2. when i splash into the water my layers of fats would cause the next biggest tsunami in the history of tsunamis caused by FAT PEOPLE
maybe they will name my butt the new tallest mountain in Msia
Mt DENISE's FAT ASS!
T.T
aahhhh Fatnesss and Emoness
FEmoness!
and maybe, maybe my bra's wouldn't fit anymore cause all the fats went to my boobs
0.0
which is not a bad thing at all
ahaha
why am i complaining again?
ok wth i'm being lame i know haha
ok 10 mins break is up have to go study again
hahaa
life starts after SPM.
27 days to goo~~
strangely, i'm not scared of SPM
infact, i'm actually quite excited.
how weird right?
i pray that God would bless everybody taking SPM
take care of your health k=D
God Bless you
signing off,
the FAT lala nerd
Monday, November 2, 2009
Hi Tea @ Cinammon
first of, mind i remind everyone who posted the pictures, that it is not ONLY the prefects Hi Tea,
it is also combined with the Koperasi and the Editorial Board.
not that i'm pissed or anything, but well, we were there too, and we were definitely not invisible =]
anyway,
buffets are the ultimate guilty pleasure !
cause for once, you're allowed to stuff your face with every edible thing in your sight so that you can eat your money's worth=D
of course, you'd be too full to stand after you're done, and get home realising you've gained a kg or 2
but
what the heck=D
life's too short right^^
without further a due,
lets get down to food business=]
went to the hotel via Eugene's car with guanny, and babes yen and mx =D
Eugene's not a bad driver, 50km/hour
the perfect speed for young teenage new drivers..
my mum approves lol
it's my first time going to Cinammon
the place is wide and spacious, with food (espeacially desserts omg) tastefully displayed, just tempting a person to bury their face in their wide wide wide variety of sweets and cakes!
check this out
on each spoon their's a mouthful of decadent, specially handmaid appetizers =D
wth i feel posh just looking at it
annnnnd.......(drumroll please)
the main attraction
CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN!
am i in heaven, or am i in heaven heeeheeeheee
am i in heaven, or am i in heaven heeeheeeheee
being the typical malaysian cheapskate i really am, i skipped breakfast to save more room for the buffet food.
so by the time we reached the place, boy, i was so famished i could eat a horse, but why eat horses when you can eat......everything else in this place x)
starving people on my table
eugene gan looking like an adorable postman
once we had a table, we sat down and strategize so that no eating time was wasted while we take our food since the place is quite big =D
i was sent to the sushi table.
my mission : grab as many sushi as my plate can handle and run back as fast as i can lol
once our headprefect Afiq was done with his awesome 'i have a dream about Micheal Jackson' speech , we had the green light to get our food.
you can literally see the whole roomful of our schoolmates standing up, some even running to where the food were lol
the result of our great teamwork
a fully food-loaded table, just waiting to be emptied=D
1 of the 1234567890 plates of melt-in-your-mouth cakes we took
mmmm i'm soooo missing the opera cake now T.T
after my 5th serving
i was fully stuffed
so while waiting for the food to digest away(so that i can stuff my face once more), we camwhored^^(duh!)
josh and i
you're probably going to see alot of pictures of me smiling with my jawline pushed out on purpose so i would look skinnier lol
full, happy people =D
trived Soni=D
jayden koit lol
puan Shirley
looking like she's in the middle of scolding the photog lol
sweet eunice with her dimples and rayna looking cool in skinny jeans on that day^^
the old form 2 gang=D
yivern!
don't be deceived by her cute smile wth she can eat you up in 1 glare
candid=Guanny and Jayden Koit
Eugene, still hungry after all the driving lol
our ex head prefect, Thomas Kok=D
cute dex
can you believe he was once shorter than me?
now he's taller T.T
why is the world so unfair!
=D
the form 5's with the teachers
presena
Puan Shirley and some of the Ed board members
me and half of adrians face lol
group picssss
mx's face got covered by mun yue's head lol
charlie's angels? wth
form 5's group picture no 1
form 5 group picture no 2
afiq's MJ hat
roy, the singing sensation lol
Puan evelynn
4 Cyber gang with our scary step Mommy Pn Ong lol
eugene gan's ultra man face lol
i have too many pictures lol
if you want more just pm me on msn and i'll send it to you personally=D
after the buffet, we went shopping at OU and watched a movie
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the time traveller's wife=D
we dragged the poor guys with us, they look bored out of their socks lol
but i liked the movie
unusual storyline but touching in the end=)
would melt a girl's heart=D
last picture of the day=D
i felt so fat that night, but damn, i had fun=D
gtg study now T.T
ciao ciao
wish me luck ><
God bless
Thursday, October 29, 2009
- Jâšδή - says (7:40 AM):
*woi update la your blog
*that post so mengemokan
hahaha he's not the first person to point it out.
the reason of me not updating is because,
well,
generally,
my life's a bore now T.T
"LIFE STARTS AFTER SPM"
how true that statement is =/
well, 19 days to SPM, 20 days of hell, and THEN,
freedom^^
sadly, 39 days still seem like a freaking long time=/
on the bright side,
life after SPM seems colourful and bright^^
a little secret: i'm not going alone for prom
teehee=]
to colour this post up a lil, here's some random pictures from my phone
first of,
can't start anything without a picture of my face now can we ;D
ice blended vitagen from Kim Gary's
i have no idea why i like it so much lol
i don't think its even real vitagen
we went lunch with nic last friday
he parked super far away from where we ate...
and
lucky us, it rained
nic had to buy a small umbrella for 8 bucks
and even with that we were soaked through x)
=(
lol mx's face
randomness wth
our last account's tuition class=]
teacher bought pizza for us <3
i'm high on pizza wth
eshen and bobby
apparently all tuition centre's are giving out food nowadays
we had pizza in accounts
and Brand's chicken essence in Kasturi lol
i didn't drink one i just camwhored with the cap
the last time i had one of these i had a fever =(
don't ask me why i get sick so easily
just thank God you have better immune system than mine >.<
thats all the pictures i have=]
btw thank you people, for showing your concern^^
one doesn't know how many quality friends they have till trouble hits them
in a way, i feel loved too, thanks to the people i call friends, the ones who cushioned my fall =]
however,
nobody can pick up the broken pieces of my heart
that i'll have to do myself
it'll take time,
but nothing is impossible right ;)
ciao for now
God bless you.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
this post is kinda personal
i've never really posted anything seriously personal on this blog before.
but i'm doing this entry this time, so that people will stop asking questions, cause everytime someone asks me, i know i'd be hurt again.
read if you want to, leave if you don't.
right now, nothing really matters.
this post is about a boy.
a boy who came into my life on 07.07.08
most people now know him as my boyfriend.
yes, he's Jeffrey Tiw
picture taken last year
when he first texted me, i didn't know who he is.
after i did, he told me he was interested in me.
though he was kinda cute, i wasn't interested, and i let him know that fact a few times.
funny though, he didn't give up.
in fact, on one saturday night, he cycled all the way from usj 16 to kemuning utama, to the front of my house in the middle of the night.
that was the first time i sneaked out of my home.
we didn't talk much..we were both too shy, but after that, i stop telling him that i wasn't interested anymore=)
things progress i started looking out for him everytime i come out of school.
there i would see the back of his skinny body, standing at the bus stop with his friends.
sometimes, i would see him there alone, even when i know his class ended half an hour earlier,he'd be there , and i would smile, knowing that he stayed back only for me.
on the 2nd of November we were both at sunway college
i was performing the violin.
he was in one of the chairs, graduating.
i remember when i performed, he video recorded my performance, and i so badly wanted to delete it cause it recorded all my mistakes down lol
but he didn't want to, and was so upset when one of the vids was accidentally deleted xD
after my performance, he said he wanted to meet me outside the hall,
so i went out.
he brought me to this quite corner, held both my hands and said
'De, will you be my girlfriend?'
it would be a very sweet moment, if he didn't pronounce my name wrongly lol
instead of 'Dee', like how everybody calls me, he said
'DERR, will you be my girlfriend'
i would've laughed but i held it in cause i didn't want to hurt his feelings heh
i didn't give him an answer until that night.
i said i'm not ready to have a bf, infact, i want to wait until after spm.
but i confessed that i like him too.
and he was happy, so was i.
on december, after his spm, we went to a church concert, called the Loud Christmas.
on the way back in the bus, he was sitting beside me.
then he broke a news to me that made me really sad.
he told me that he's going to study in kampar the year after to study.
i knew then that what we have wouldn't last long, after all, kampar is in another state.
when he saw expression change, so he held my hand for the first time, and suddenly the world was beautiful again.
we welcomed the new year together in pyramid.
he was wearing a stupid DENISE hat.
lol very embaressing, but i was secretly pleased.
we wanted to watch the fireworks during countdown
but our plan failed lol
and we only get to hear the sound of fireworks lol how pathetic
however, in his arms,
everything was perfect
shortly after that, he left for kampar.
i was heartbroken to see him leave.
but he comes back once a month.
its not much,
but each time he comes back, it would be memorable, and each date i'll keep in my heart for as long as my brain can function xD
remember this date?
hehe
my friends bought the coconut and a cornetto 'lurve' icecream for us, which was soo embaressing
xD
he was the sweetest during my birthday and valentines day.
he knew he wouldn't be able to come back to celebrate it with me.
so instead he passed his friend some money, and bought me this huge teddy bear,which i hug to sleep everynight from then on=)
he wasn't coming back for my birthday too, and i was very emo about it, but little did i know, he made a video for me beforehand, and passed it to my friends, who played it for me during my birthday.
that was one of the best presents i have ever had.
and i was so touched by how much he did for me my eyes went watery.
things went well.
we had our arguements,
but nothing too serious.
as time passed, i realized, that i've fallen utterly and deeply in love with this guy.
finally, at May 30th,
i decided, i'm ready to make him my boyfriend.
cause i knew that this guy loved me so much, he would never intentionally hurt me.
on that memorable day,
we finally had our first kiss.
we both never had a real gf/bf before, so this was both our first kisses.
and i'm glad i shared it with you.
cause the moment your lips touched mine, just for that little moment, i believed in forever.
things went well for the next couple of months.
but after that things turned sour.
the old jeffrey i knew changed.
he cared less.
he called less.
neglected me, and left me behind.
i tried telling him how i feel.
i did everything i could to bring the old him back..
i cried to him, i yelled at him, i tried talking to him slowly..
and at rare times, he did become sweet again.
but those were rare times.
most of the time, he left me crying in my room, alone, lonely and heartbroken.
we broke up a few times too.
and once, he did something that was so appaling, it disgust me.
but each time,
just when i thought i should give up on us,
he came running back, saying he would change, feeding me with hope after breaking my heart.
even after everything he's done to hurt me, i can't help giving him another chance.
i fell too deep, i couldn't get out.
but this time its different.
this time, its permanent.
i realised we both have grown up, and we've grown into different people.
distance?
yeah it played a big part.
perhaps if you didn't leave, we'd still be happily together.
when we are together,
it feels like everything is perfect.
just sitting there in your arms talking to you.
i wouldn't want to be anywhere else.
everything is easy and uncomplicated.
everything is a little brighter, a little more colourful when i'm with you.
but thats not the case, is it?
you're there in kampar, i'm here.
we can't be together all the time, and i don't think you want to either, cause your feelings faded just like that. i didn't know when or how did it happen, but boy, it hurts.
now we're not together anymore.
i'm sad, of course.
but i'm relieved too.
no more drama.
no more heartaches.
but sadly, no more you too.
i'll miss the way you like to rub your nose against my face.
i'll miss the way you called me bi
i'll miss the way you called me your lao po
i'll miss your gay teeeh voice
i'll miss your short tongue haha
i'll miss your kisses
i'll miss the sense of security i feel when i'm in your arms
i'll miss leaning my head on your warm chest, hearing your heart beat.
i'll miss your warm touch against my cold skin
i'll miss the way your eyebrows can do a wave
i'll miss how vain you are with your hair
i'll miss how you smell
the way you walk
how my hand fits into yours
and how you say 'bii~~~!' when i do something stupid.
i miss all the plans that we made of what we're going to do after my SPM, knowing that it will never come true...
despite all you've done to me lately, i'll miss you.
but don't worry about me.
i'll move on.
i'm borned cheerful and optimistic, so i won't stay depressed for long.
i wish you all the best in life.
you're a great guy when you're not being an asshole=)
you gave me the best days of my highschool life, but also, you gave me the worst days of it too.
i guess its fitting that our relationship ends now. my highschool life is going to be over.
time for change, time to close this chapter, and open a new one.
but you know what, you'll always be my highschool sweetheart.
my first.
sadly though, not my last.
i'm going to say goodbye now.
goodbye forever.
and for the last time,
i'll say
i love you.
take care......
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Prom '09 - Queens and Aces
a sneak peak..
our prom queen tiara
a glimmering virgin unworn crown
along with a spade in the middle matching our theme for the night
to make the queen sparkle in the midst of her court
i wonder
on the night of
the 17th of December,
who would be crowned
Queen of the deck? ;)
remember to get a ticket.
deadline's on the 6th of November 2009
a DJ has already been secured so a night of partying is assured ;D
for more enquiries go to
Piong Mei Ting (Form 3s) - ting_piong@hotmail.com
Lim Min Xian ( Form 5s) - min_xian@hotmail.com
Denise Leom Yin Xian (Form 5s) - deniseleom@hotmail.com
Lok Rikhai (Form 5s) - lokrikhai@hotmail.com